Tonight.

It just didn't happen.

No one probably reads this but, I got nowhere else to "express" and shit.

Tonight could have been better. A lot better. I can't have everything though, right? Not like I expect everything, but it's definitely better than getting NOTHING.

You know me, acting all stupid and annoying at the dance. I guess I well deserve what I get. I act stupid and annoying. You don't need to give a fuck about me. I'm trying to look all cool and stuff, but that doesn't really mean anything. The boy behind the act is nothing but a fucking pussy, and that's all he'll ever be.

In other words, don't be me. If you become me, you'll wish you weren't me. You'll want to be someone else so much, you'd fucking kill yourself if you couldn't change. It's that bad. I know all of you are thinking I should shut the fuck up and move on. But you don't know me. You don't know me at all.